So I just spent the last 1.5hrs browsing through Facebook…rummaging through picture albums, commenting on photos, statuses, dropping messages. Seems like I miss my social life.
And by all counts, I really do.
Can’t decide if it’s the job..or the bf…or if it’s really just me and a new phase of life, but WHERE IS MY HAPPENING LIFE??!!! I FREAKING WANT IT BACK!!!!
Sigh.
It’s not like I like being practically married to my job, you know. But this line I’m in, it’s a pre-requisite. I need to be thinking abt it, day in day out, 24/7. I need to identify my markets, generate leads, prospect people, grow my client base. It’s a completely different ball game compared to being an employee. Unless you’ve walked this path before, I daresay you will never understand what i’m going through.
It’s draining to think of work and be on call day in, day out. To be “on-call” all the time.
I miss being able to call in sick whenever. To slack and still get paid. To my measly but regular paychecks. To listen and be an avid contributor to the lunchtime gossip. To the “sacred” weekends and afterwork drinks. I’m, in general, tired to budgeting my spending and to allocate a pile for the “dry spells”. 
Oh well. The grass is always greener on the otherside, isn’t it? Point is, I need to start making a whole load more money to make myself feel better.
