Filed under: Random Blather
2008 is going by so fast. My days just fly by..and what do you know, it’s already the end of October.
2008 is really a tumultaneous year for me. New career, new friends, new lifestyle, new people in my life.
In all honesty, I really can’t wait for 2009 to come; when i can finally take a break from work. The last few months have months have been trying, to say the least. The next 2 months even more so as i make my last sprint for 2008. *deep breath*
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I was a little lonely, to be honest, at the SISF this year. The usual ppl were not there…having decided to take only the night passes. This is the 1st SISF that i went alone..the last 2 years i went with jp. Felt a little like a lightbulb sticking with anna and jeremy..but overall, it was good…maybe my expectations were lower this year and so i found the classes generally more enjoyable.
Danced with more foreign instructors and overseas salsaroes this year too… 
Really hoping to be able to go for the salsa cruise next year. Anyone else keen?
Filed under: Random Blather
My hp is dying. I can’t slide it open without its screen blacking out. Which means i can’t sms or use the keypad.
I’m a little bit sad. It was a birthday present afterall.
Funny how we only learn to treasure things when they’re gone.
Never thought this’d be me, but it is. Happily home on a Friday night..just enjoying some time to myself..reading rubbish blogs, and listening to music. I am so not cool anymore. hahahah.
Got a ton of stuff to clear but all I can think of is sleep. I am tired…but i am not allowed to rest. Whilst everyone else is planning for holidays, I am planning for the appts i need to make and the people i need to meet in the next few weeks.
If everyone else is running, how can i allow myself to be left behind?
Filed under: Random Blather
Oh, this is utterly random…but someone has been searching for me blog address.
“audrey beh blog salsa”
I wonder who? And why?
Filed under: Life
It’s been some time since I last walked from Union to the MRT alone. In fact, it’s been quite some time since i have been alone.
And the feeling of walking leisurely by myself was kinda nice. It was pleasant to hear just the sound of my footsteps, and nothing else. To be able to entertain the random thoughts (like “Oh! The sky at 1130pm at Tg Pagar actually looks like the sky at 8pm at Woodlands”) and not have them interrupted by incessant chatter.
Strange, isn’t it, how we change as we age. I used to absolutely abhor being alone.
I used to need to be in constant communication with someone. I had to have someone around to share my life, my thoughts and my feelings. Every single mundane, boring detail also want to tell. God, I must have bored so many people to tears. Hah!
I wonder what brought about this change? Hmmm…..
Filed under: Work
I got my first thank-you today.
It is really defining moments like this that help me reaffirm my belief in this career. Something as simple as recommending a different plan helped my friend save S$16000. And no, it is not a typo error. Really S$16000.
Really, this more than makes up for all the people who avoid me, for the people who misunderstand what i am trying to do for them. Can’t blame them though, i used to be exactly like them. But still, rejection hurts.
Dear You,
I am upset. Upset because my job is not just a sales job. It’s not abt getting u to part with your money for my gain. I am horrified and disappointed that you think I am using u as a cash cow. Of all ppl, you!!!!
Can’t you see that everything i say and recommend is for your own good? I am genuinely surprised and more than a little shocked at your short-sightedness and lack of foresight. How can you possibly have the cake and eat it?
Smoke screen after smoke screen. Can you please open your eyes????????????????
