Excuse me, but my life is waiting.


Could have, should have
September 28, 2008, 3:29 pm
Filed under: Life

Sometimes i can’t help but think to myself that, that could have and should have been me. And then, i mentally slap myself. If I had let it go, why do i allow such thoughts to haunt me?

Planning. It’s all about planning, foresight and determination.

I’m sick of drifting. High time to decide what i want, and go get it.



Pride
September 23, 2008, 12:29 am
Filed under: Life, Work

My work has officially taken over my life.

I never thought i’d ever say this, but it has. My job has finally turned itself into a career…and its taken over my life.

I eat, breathe, sleep and dream about what I do. I am obsessed by it. Stressed by it. Driven crazy by it. Losing hair over it. Getting thinner because of it. Constantly depressed because of it.

But despite all of this, i am happy (well, at least when i stop and breathe and think about it). Happy in that i have finally taken a stand. To have chosen the path to walk instead of drifting along with the current in the way i have done for the last 24.5 years.

A most arduous journey i have chosen, but regret, i do not.

To those who still faithfully drop by this blog, pls forgive me for my very infrequent and very mundance/boring updates. Rest assured the day will come when i will bitch again. hahahaah.



Expectations
September 14, 2008, 8:45 pm
Filed under: Work

Sometimes, help can come from very unexpected places. People that you think will help u the most,  will almost always invariably let you down. 

That said, here’s sending a big thank you to Mr 300. You know who u are. :)



41 more weeks
September 10, 2008, 2:11 am
Filed under: Work

So, I’ve discovered…the most effortless and least painful way of losing weight. Ladies…*drumroll*…pls go and find yourself a job that pays you on a pure commission basis.

I assure you, the stress will get rid of your appetite, and you’ll be skinny in no time.

This is ridiculous. I lost 1 kg a week after i got my licence. At this rate, i will only have 41 weeks more to go before I disappear.



‘08
September 7, 2008, 2:16 am
Filed under: Random Blather

I want to be able to say to myself on 31st Dec that 2008 was great because in 2008, I took control of my life.

With just a few more months to go, I need to work doubly hard to achieve my goals. 2008 is definitely a year of change and personal growth.

Sometimes i guess i just need to learn some things the hard way.