Filed under: travel
Going off to KK now…be back on the 8th.
Don’t miss me too much! 
p/s: Don’t worry, i’ll be good.
Filed under: Life
Was talking to someone recently and he asked me if I was someone who makes decisions because of my dreams, aspirations and what I truly believe in, or if I was someone who makes decisions based on the circumstance.
How many people can truly say that they make a decision because it is something that they believe in? How many people can really say that they own the decisions they made?
Would you still do something you believe in if it invited malicious gossip and/or disapproval from all around? How much do the opinions of your friends and family matter to you? Would you give up what you believe in just to shut them up and/or make them happy? How many of the decisions that you have made are really a result of a thought-process and not a reaction?
It’s so much easier taking the path of less resistance..and just go with the flow. Swimming upstream is really difficult. Reaction is easier than action.
What sort of person are you, and what sort of person would you like to be?
Me? I’m still trying to be me.
It’s always easy to judge. But in all honesty, if faced with the same situation, could you honestly say that you wouldn’t do the same?
Filed under: Letters
Filed under: Random Blather
Yday night was pretty special. I spent a good part of the night at East Coast moon-gazing and rolling around in sand. No hanky panky, of course! You guys think too much, too far. Haha.
Funny how time changes our perspective of things. I believe I would have found such an activity quite boring a few years back. But yday, I just enjoyed the fact that I was able to have some time to myself, doing nothing and being completely relaxed – not having to think about what to do next, what to say, where to go…just lying there in the warm breeze, doing absolutely nothing.
As I grow older, it seems like the simpler things in life become more enjoyable. Stuff that we used to take for granted when younger, seem all the more precious now.
Or maybe it was the company that made the difference. Perhaps.
Either way, if you are reading my blog, I just want to say a big thank you. I really had a nice time last night… even though I have a big bruise on my foot today >_<
Filed under: MEOW!
I don’t know what’s come over recently but there are so many new people in my life right now. I’m not sure if I’m sending out all the wrong vibes but recently, it’s been most off-putting and tiresome.
I previously had a conversation with a friend and had joked abt his bevy of ardent female fans. I asked if he was not put off by all the attention and feigned platonic friendships. To which he replied that while he used to avoid those who indicated more than a platonic interest in him, he now just treats them all alike since it might very well just be one sided and may just be his imagination.
I don’t know how he does it, but I definitely can’t do the same.
I need to re-examine my life. I can’t quite deal with this anymore. It’s disgusting how some guys just want to get into my pants. YUCKS!
Just because I talk to you doesn’t mean I’m interested. Just because I laugh at your jokes doesn’t mean that I think you’re hot. Just because we danced together before gives you the right to be touchy with me
Dawn was right. Union is really a pool of sharks swimming around looking for fresh bait.
Filed under: Random Blather
I can’t believe this! I have gotten lighter! Crap!
Decided to weigh myself this morning only to realize that i’ve dropped 3kg?!!!
Must be the last 3 weeks nv go gym so my muscles have atrophied. The more frequent salsa sessions are not helping much either.
According to BMI calculator, I am at “risk of nutritional deficiency diseases and osteoporosis”!!!!
Damnit, damnit, damnit!!!!
Not funny lei..when your BMI is like 17.31, it’s bad news.
Okay, so who wants to bring me out and feed me? :p
Filed under: Random Blather
Spent the day lounging by the pool at mich’s and doing mindless “waste money only” shopping at IMM.
It was nice..haven’t hung out with her properly for a long time already..and the day just seemed to pass in a flash. It felt almost like I was 18 again when we would play truant to go shopping for nonsense stuff that we’d never use and just throw away after a while.
It felt really good to just sit and talk. It was nice even when we went silent for a while.
I guess that’s really the difference between old and new friends. Alot can be said even when we say nothing at all.
Filed under: Life
Waiting to cross over to JB so decided to randomly go through some of my past blog entries..Then I found this post which was dated some time in March 2007.
Suddenly, the breakup seems much clearer to me now – my relationship with JP had ended a long time ago but we were both to preoccupied with our lives to notice it.
For some time now I have been asking myself, how is it that I do not feel sad that a relationship of nearly 2 years has ended. How was it that I can just move on so easily without having my heart shattered into a million pieces?
I think alot of people must be wondering this too.
Filed under: Random Blather
So, this weekend…I am going to try to boil herbal tea.
Keyword is TRY.
I hope I don’t burn my flat down…i nearly did once, a long time ago. >_<
Filed under: Life
Pika’s been put down because she had cancer; a tumour the size of an orange was growing in between her lungs and stomach.
I am so sad – I didn’t have a chance to say goodbye.
I wish I had just spent a little more time with her 2 weeks back when I went back to Msia. She was so happy to see me but I was more concerned about her leaving muddy paw prints on my clothes and had told her to go away instead. I am now guilt-ridden.
If I had only known…but it’s really too late now.
My only consolation is that she’s no longer in pain and is now in a better place.
This just really means I have to learn how to treasure every single thing, no matter how small and never take anything for granted…because you never know whether you will just lose it tomorrow.
I miss her.
